The rain sounds differently On hemlock pine and spruce The wind speaks with a distinct voice In maple elm and cedar The dryads can tell you with their eyes closed Which is which
The river sings when she is full and rushing Playfully joyously Glad to be alive The naiads dance just below the surface On moonless nights They hold their breath and Leap
My American friend Tells me he can identify A Glock 22 a Smith & Wesson Model 340 a SIG Sauer a Ruger Blackhawk Just by the way they sound when fired He can blindfolded assemble an AR-15 In 40 seconds or less Something he tells me With obvious pride
I go home Pray to all the gods I don’t believe in Kiss my children And count my dead
This city is an open grave Filled to overflowing with the present absence Of all my dead friends
This city is a slaughterhouse And nobody is criminally Responsible Just fiscally Fiscally responsible
This city is a ghostland Hey there’s Timo I think to myself Hey there’s Cam I say Before I remember They’re all dead
This city rewards the greedy And destroys the kind This city is in other words A secure investment Rejoice You bankers Take heart You real estate developers All your properties Will appreciate in value And all your enemies Will be dead
Telling you about what I have experienced, the things I have witnessed, has no use. There is no point of application. Relating these things comes with no take away lesson. There is no message or meaning to them. There is no comfort for me in sharing them and no hope for you in bearing second-hand witness to them. They cannot be unseen, unread, unheard. All they can do, as Maria Stepanova observes (drawing on the work of Varlam Shalamov), is “destroy you from the inside out.”
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I am still a month behind with this. Nevertheless. Discussed in this post: 15 books (How to Change Your Mind; The New Way of the World; Never-Ending Nightmare; Family Values; On Violence and On Violence Against Women; Culture Warlords; Lectures on Russian Literature; Extinction; An Untouched House; Pastoralia; The Encyclopedia of the Dead; Dancing in Odessa; Letters in a Bruised Cosmos; Becoming Unbecoming; and They Called Us Enemy); 2 movies (Fugue; and Nosferatu the Vampyre); and 3 documentaries (Heimat is a Space in Time; Perfect Bid; and All Light, Everywhere).
Better late than never, right? Discussed in this post: 13 books (Mothers and Others; Neoliberal Legality; The Strange Non-Death of Neoliberalism; The Birth of Biopolitics; The Ku Klux Klan in Canada; Just Us; The Cunning of Recognition; White Magic; A History of My Brief Body; Embers; Parallel Stories; A Swim in the Pond in the Rain; and Before the Next Bomb Drops); 3 movies (Identifying Features; Riders of Justice; and Vitalina Varela); and 2 documentaries (Feels Good Man; and The Rise of Jordan Peterson).